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Name: Masami
Birthday: 11/29/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: I'm interested in a lot of things. Anime, Martial Arts, Tennis..And especially...M I T C H P E T E R S! <3....But here's something I'm not interested in...Getting hurt again...='[
Expertise: Fighting for what I believe is right. Caring and being kind to others. Always trying my best. Being there for others. Typing. Some scripts for xanga and stuff. *Literally* Fighting. Trying *somewhat* in school. And...I'll tell ya the rest when it comes to mind. haha!
Occupation: Education/training
Industry: Other


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Yahoo: ssmsoccer
MSN: Yami_Bara@hotmail.com


Member Since: 8/30/2004

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Sunday, December 21, 2008

H0LY CRAP0LA

Daaaaang. I haven't been on this thing in a HELLA YEARS.
Quite a bit has changed.
For one: I'm not in middle school or high school anymore. I'm runnin the C0LLEGE life now. :]
Secondly: I've moved. From living by myself to stayin with my mom's again. Now in Murda Valley.
Third: I've fallen in love twice since Mitch. And quite frankly, I feel that I never really was in love with him. At this point, I really don't share any love interest.
Fourth: Well really... I've just changed in general.
I still do watch anime on occasion, practice martial arts and attend dance krew practice, and i'm still as big of a car girl as ever. Actually even bigger now since the scene has come up.
I'm actually workin on my 3rd project car in the past 8 months. How sad huh?
Ya know what? Some memories are sometimes best forgotten. YADiDAMEAN? :]
But I think I'll keep up with this thing as a personal journal kind of thing.

[By the by: the song I'm listenin to, is a song that made it to the radio on the east coast by my homie FlipStar. :] He made it for me. Don't know why, but yeah. hahah. Just more randomness for ya. Least that hasn't changed. Hahaha.]


Thursday, December 29, 2005

Currently Watching
Land of the Dead (Unrated Edition)
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Merry (late) Christmas!!

&

(Advanced) Happy New Year!!

Sorry it's so late. Been busy with everything! My little cousin, Migi (who's sick =[ ) :: I've been taking good care of him, like a sister would her little brother :: (I've been running to Jay Video to get him video games and some movies to keep him busy, but I'm still playing with him.),  photoshoots, parties, homework ('cuz I never did any of it...and when I get back, there's gunna be a huge ass test on it!! >.<)....Omg!! I can hardly take it!

I haven't really talked to Mitch in a while...It's been 6 days since I last really "talked" to him. We talked every night, but not really talk talk...ya know? I mean...We stay on the phone for a couple minutes, and not an hour or so like we usually do.

But hey...As a girlfriend, I understand that he wants to spend time with friends. And I can accept that. And besides...I need to be taking care of my little cousin right? =D

And the post before this..Yeah...That wasn't a poem...It was just questions I was just asking myself.

O hey!! I got a new iPod! My other one was too scratched and stuff...So I'm like "Screw it! Just get a new one." So I did.....

I'm joking...My other iPod kept screwing up, so I just went to an Apple store and got a new one under warranty.

Well...Imma get going now. I need to help my little cousin with Socom 3. ^_^ And I gotta run back to Jay Video and ask if I can rent a new PS2 controller. We're gunna play Samurai Warriors later with the 2 player mode! This'll be fun! (Btw: Migi's only 8.)

~B E I N G_T H E_S I S T E R_I_W I S H_I_C O U L D_H A V E_B E E N

P.S. I'll tell you why I alwayz cry at Christmas later. It's kind of important. It's the reason why I went to the cemetary on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day.

P.S.S. Land of the Dead was a let-down....I was expecting a bit more. But I think that's just me. It was an OKii movie.

 


Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Why the hell do I feel this way?...

Why do I feel like tearing out my heart and wishing I could never love again?...

He makes me so happy....Yet so depressed at the same time...

How can he do this to me?

How can he make me feel like I'm nothing....Yet make me feel like I'm everything all at once?

Why am I so confused?...

Where the hell does my heart lay?

Why do I feel like I'm doing something so wrong...Yet so right?

Why....Why do I love him this way?...

Why do I cry every night...whenever I think about him?...

Why is it....every time...I begin to feel this way about someone I truly do love...

I begin to fall?...

And every time...this happens...my heart breaks...

Because we end up breaking up...

Everything is my fault...I don't know how to truly love someone...

~W I S H I N G_T H E_P A I N_A W A Y....B U T_I T_S T I L L_S T A Y S...


Saturday, December 17, 2005

Currently Listening
My Grown-Up Christmas List
By Florence LaRue

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- WHeN LoVE CaME dOWN & MAii GRoWN-uP CHRiiSTmAS LiiST

HeRe`S MAAii QUoTEz...THouGHT ii`D SHaRe `eM WiiD aLL oF YoU ^_^ :

.: FoR MAii BaBY BOii!! :. ii LoVE YoU!!

Dance like no one's watching
sing like no one's listening
and love like you'll never get hurt
because you've only got one life to live

~.:**NEVER REGRET
SOMETHINGTHAT ONCE
MADE YOU SMILE**:.~

::...Some will come and some will pass,
but the ones that mean something will always last...::

I'm afraid of falling
so dont trip me
but if you do trip me
promise me you'll be there
to catch me


 .: FoR MAii BeST FRiiENDZ!! YoU`LL aLWaYZ Be iiN MAii HeaRT!! :.

BEST FRiENDS CAN SEE THE HURT
iN YOUR EYES WHiLE THE REST ARE
FOOLED BY YOUR SMiLE & LAUGH

A true friend walks in
when the rest of the world
walks out\

a BEST FRIEND is a sister
DESTINY forgot to give u!

people walk in and out of your life
but only true friends
leave footprints on your heart

100 memories,
 200 jokes,
300 great times,
400 secrets,
1 reason ...
best friends :)

 A GooD FRiiEND Will CoME BAiL YoU OuT of JAiL,
BuT A TRuE FRiiEND WiLL Be SiTTiNG NeXT To YoU SaYiiNG, "DaMN...We FuCKED uP. We SHoULDa RaN FaSTER."

.: FoR aLL THe oTHeR PeePZ! :.

We Can Learn Alot From Crayons;
Some Are Sharp, Some Are Dull,
Some Are Colorful, Some Are Pretty
But They All Exist Nicely In The Same Box.

When you were born,
everyone around you was smiling and you were crying.
Live your life so that when you die,
you're smiling and everyone around you is crying.

One thing i've learned in life is..
that life is not like a pencil
if you make a mistake
it can't be erased
life is more like a pen
you can use white out to cover it
but you'll always be reminded
of the spot where you made a
MISTAKE

WeLL...THiiNGS HaB BeeN OKii WiiD Me....CoULDA BeeN BeTTeR Ya KNoW? BuT HeY...DaT Be LiiFE.

aT  LeaST No SCHooL FoR 3 WeeKZ!! LiiFE iS GOiNG Good...TiiL i FouND oUt WHy i ALWaYZ CRy aRoUND CHRiiSTMaS...

iT iSN`T a Good TiiNG...tRuST mE....iT`S ReaLLY SaD...iF YoU GuYS wANNA KNoW...yA GoTTA lEAVe Me SoMe CoMMENTZ, e-MAiiL, Or iiM MeZ...i WOuLD LiiKE aT LeAST 5 CoMMeNTS oR WhATeVErZ FrOM 5 DiiFFERENT PeePZ~ .:MiTCH...No SPaMMiiNG...:.

iT`S ThE ReASoN WHy i HaTE My DaD...WhY i WiiSH He WaSN`T MiiNE..

bTw: i KNoW i Be TyPiiNG WEiiRD...i DoN`T kNOw WhY. i jUST tHOuGHT iiT LooKED CooLZ!

aNd i CHaNgED MAii LaYOuT. i HoPE yOu gUyZ LiiKE iiT! ^_^

JeSSiCA & oThER fRiiENdZ oF MiiNE (FRoM TeMEsCaL) GaVE mE PrESeNTZ YeSTeRdAYZ...iMMA gET pRESeNTS FoR ThEM aND eVeRYoNE eLSE aFtER BReaK & WHeN i GeT MAii CHEcK FRoM NiiKE, aDiiDAS, K-sWiiSS, aND/Or BaRBiiZoN. 

iMMA GeT iiT To ThEM aS SooN As i CaN. ^_^ BuT iiT FeeLZ KiiNDA aWKwARD To GiiVE PReSeNTZ To PEopLE YoU`Ve KiiNDA jUST MeT. wHaT Do YoU TiiNK?

WeLL...i`M Off To Go AnD FiiX MAii NAiiLZ..aND THeN Off To FiiND PrEsENTZ FoR eVeRYoNE! ^_^

TTyL

~CRyiiNG FoR ThOSe i`VE lOST, SMiiLiNG FoR THoSE i LoVE


Sunday, December 04, 2005

OKii...Gotta say this now.

H A P P Y B E L A T E D B I R T H D A Y T O M A R L O Z H A N G!

Close friend and ex-boyfriend ^_^

I said it to him like a hundred times now! >.< Well...The "small" party was a little too literal for  my liking, but o wellz. Kenny made it, so that was good. Marlo, Vincent, and Iran made me go and meet him at night!

And at the Linbrook Bowl, this car stopped in front of me full of guys. I asked if I could help them, and they said if I could help them find something. I said I'll try my best to help them. They said if I could help them find a cheap hotel. (They're looking at me up and down, like they were stripping me with their eyes.) I said that I didn't know any (total lie). But then he got outta his car. It creeped me out, so I kicked the door and it shut on his legs and ran. I saw Kenny and showed him the car that stopped in front of me as we passed the bowling alley. And then we just walked to Vincent's house.

A great thank you to Mrs. Truong (Vincent's mom) for buying pizza and donuts for the party.

Well...I don't really wanna type anymore. But here's an interesting result from a quiz I got. Now to do my sonnets for adv. Eng. and other hw for my AP class. Latez!

Sami, your palm reveals you are especially good at Living each day to its fullest

Our psychologists were able to confirm what palmists have known for centuries: the lines in your palm reveal many things about you — including details about your future.

Your palm shows your overall outlook on life is positive. Hand analysts believe that the way you use your hands directly affects your relationship to the world; in your case this shows you tend to move easily through life.

~ N E V E R L E S S E N Y O U R G R I P O N T H O S E Y O U H O L D D E AR .

F O R I F Y O U S H O U L D , T H E Y M A Y B E G O N E F O R E V E R. <3



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